The joys of being a grandma!

Okay, I've regained some of my sanity! Yesterday I was all about wanting to get a magazine started. Today it hit me, that there is no way I would be able to do this! Not only do I not have the experience, but I also do not have the money! Oh well, I can still post on my blog! Today is a beautiful, but hot day. In the 90's. I stay inside on days like this! When I was young I loved the heat..the hotter the better. I could lay in the sun for hours on end...my dad used to call me a "professional sunbather"!! I miss my dad so much. I think about him each and every day. Seems hard to believe that I have not seen him in over two years. I still talk to him in my prayers. I ask God to tell him "mele kalikimaka haole" for me, and to tell him that I love him and I miss him. I also ask God to tell my grandmas that I miss them and I love them and I ask Him to let them help take care of our sweet little grandson Anderson. "Give Anderson a hug and a kiss from gamma". I wonder if he's growing up in heaven..if he's heading toward the terrible twos? Or if he will stay a baby until his mommy gets to heaven, so she can raise him there? All I know is that even tho I only got to see him once, I still feel as much love for him as I do for our other grandbabies. He's our little angel and I'll always hold a special place in my heart for him. Speaking of our grandbabies, I'm babysitting little Miss Chloe belle right now. She's asleep in her carrier right beside me. I'm telling ya, there's nothing quite as amazing and beautiful as being a grandma. And to think that we have two more little blessings on the way...wow...I am sooo blessed! Thank you Lord! And please Jesus, let these babies be born healthy!